Today was a totally f***ing freakish day.
Today when I came home from Terence's house my mom who was cleaning the floor fell down and hit her head on the wall. The impact was really huge. I could hear it. When I ran forward and screamed her name like crazy, she didn't reply. She was sprawled on the floor, eyes looking straight, no expression, and her head slowing falling onto the ground because she was sitting up when she fell down. I was screaming like shit and asking her if she was ok but she remained blank. The most freaky part was after around 3 seconds, Her eye balls flipped up slowly. That was totally freaky, and then her body from a sitting up position fell to the floor. I thought she was going to die (I'm totally serious) so I reached out for the telephone. I typed in 2 9s before I hear her say "Boy, fu2 wo3 shang4 lai2)" in a super weak tone.
That, that was totally freaky. I totally thought my mom was going to die T.T
Call my paranoid or whatever, but this told me a lot of things. I should learn to zhen1 xi1 people and things around me and not wait until they are gone to start regretting. I would have totally no idea how I wound survive if my mom were really dead. T.T