cutted from 4.5mg lexotan a day to 1.5mg lexotan for my sleep :)
now I'm getting freaked out by rebound anxiety.
I hate anxiety.
That's why I'm talking about it :)
BTW I'm feeling a little anxious now o.O
Anyway today was YOG and it was super fun because I realised that guys in my class love to cheer :D Whoo! our class voice pwn other class de girl voice leh! almost unexpectable :D
Frisbee... Gah... Talking about it is weird. Our class got really pissed with the coach because he has a cock eye.
Well anyway it dosen't matter now since everything is over T_T
Was feeling super HIGH today :D :D and now I'm super tired but I still have a zuo wen draft to write :)
And I'm going back to my room to sleep after 2 months because my anxiety condition subsided :)
Oh I forgot to tell you people that the freaking doctor yesterday said I was a teen aptient who had an anxiety condition he met in 10-20 years. So am I expected to feel honoured or stupid or embarassed or anxious or should I just take a plastic bag, stuff it over my head and suffocate myself to death? o.O
And I realise that the doctor has some really damn cool gadgets :D He has a freaking watch that can measure my pulse rate you know?! He was feeling my wrist and looking at is watch and then mater he said "ok, your pulse rate is normal" and I went WTF?!
Plus he gave very good councilling :D
And he said that people who often have anxiety condition are pessimists who worry too much.
F5
I suddenly became a pessimist when I always believed that I'm the optimistic type.
Just that I'm paranoid =.=
And damn I wanted to play the stand-on-the-ballon-shit-and-play-half-volly-ball thing but it's only for year 5s T_T It looks super fun :D
AND YEAH WE HAVE AN EL BADGE AND IM GOING TO WEAR IT TOMORROW!!!! :D:D
Finally :D:D
Still looking forward to proper CCA sessions but I don't think we will have them o.O
Tomorrow is physics paper release... *sigh*
It's time to start thinking of what to write for my zuo wen already T_T
"wo men zhong shi kan jian bie ren de bu shi, er mei zhong shi zi ji de bu dui. shi yong bla bla bla write out one dumb shyt compo."
oh oh my mind jsut went blank T_T
good luck man zz.