Having major mood swings these few weeks :(
Now its getting scary to even sleep.
Every night i dread the 3 o clocks and 4 o clocks
the time when i want to sleep, hopying my heart stays normal
its really hard :(
But i will fight it :D

Mind is improving day by day :D days of anxiety are not over but soon to be over :) luckily i can still feel high because i love seeing people smile :D
Class is weird sometimes because this term was exceptionally slack. We are rockets in maths at the start of the term but turns out that we are slower than most of the classes now :( Exams weren't much big a deal because there isn't any evidence of MYA in it so most of the people in my class breezed through it like its some random class test :D
However actually I'm pretty comfortable with my class already :D Most of the guys in my class have the same studying style as me :) we don't do anything and slack through lessons and when its the day before the exams everyone starts mugging hardcore :D no one came to school empty handed with no files :) so... i don't get guai-lan-ed for bringing a file to school, unlike year 1 or 2 when I got guai-lan-ed for studying until 10 T_T Now everyone is the same :D
CCA... Haiz... its pretty boring without CCA sessions and when the coach comes and go like a storm. However at least we get to watch the seniors perform! :D It was pretty good but it's tough to understand with my brains T_T LOW RAM! NEEDS TO BE SENT FOR UPGRADING! lol T_T yesterday the seniors went off for SYF and we cheered for them! Whoo :D but we ended up running for assembly because we saw Mr. Chua O.o is it just me or what? Mr Chua feels charismatic but when it comes to discipline all he needs to do is just to stand there and every thing will be in order o.O

ok ok class you guys better remember to bring your plastic bags alright? i said to being it on wednesday and today i only recieved a mini plastic bag because everyone forgot F5 too bad I'm gonna message everyone and nag until you guys bring :D AND DAMN THERE WAS AFOOD WRAPPER IN CLASS! O.o luckily the bear *stare stare* didnt see it :D
ok I got to go :) it's been long since i went to any blog o.O so maybe tomorrow or whatever i will visit ba :D but most probably I will be off doing something else T_T